|
| Thought of the DayWhy? Why? Why? Why do I have so many near-death experiences? Why do I always survive? I am not Bruce Willis in Die-Hard, why do I have to go through so much? Whenever you know you might be killed, this stupid adrenaline will pump up to your brain. At that moment, everything seems so slow, you feel like you have all the time in the world. Your parents, your friends, your love-ones, good times, bad times, guild, pride, all flow around your mind. Your thoughts will be so damn clear, and regrets coming after you realized some low-B actions you did in the past. You start thinking about your life, thinking about how meaningless you had live your life each day. You dream of various better futures if things were not done the way they were done. Then you finally realized the things you really want and treasure. Imagine yourself in that situation, several times..... and you'll become me. | | |
| The Long Awaited UpdateTo you, Thanks for coming in and check on my update once awhile. Sorry, my mind is quite tired lately, I couldn't be bother to squeeze it more. To Others, Do you know how it feels when nobody understands you? Do you know how it feels when you have to pretend to be somebody else all the time? I just want to be a simple guy, find a simple girl, and live a simple life. But obviously, my kind of guy would only attract crazy girls. Well, that's the rule of nature, opposite attracts. I really don't want to be a bad guy, but if I am not that bad, you wouldn't love me. Why, Why, Why??? Can we just keep it simple? Why are you forcing me? | | |
| To World's EndI am so tired. Reporting is supposed to be doing work after month-end. Why am I so busy both before and after? and to top that, assignment was due this week, plus final exam is coming up in 2 weeks. Everyday, I have to reconcile a pile of figures, then at night, I had to read those stupid cases to understand the definition of some very simple words, such as "buyer, seller, condition, warantee, etc". Been for 3hrs per day only. 2 years ago, I thought sleeping 4hrs is the lowest I would ever get, but I was wrong, seriously wrong. How can anyone survive in this kind of environment? I have no life at all. The reason I came back to this city was that I wanted to build my family here. But with the job and girls being so demanding, I don't see it coming for another 10yrs. And don't even mention about having a baby, it might just never gonna to happen. My value with most ppl living in this city is just too different, we are like in the opposite ends of the world, eventhough the world has no ends, in reality. Life is so meaningless now. | | |
| Weekend UpdateFriday The rain started to pour as I was getting off the bus after work. I ran all the way to my favorite chinese restaurant at the basement of my building. Everybody had started ordering the food without me, but they are not familiar with the restaurant and so, they didn't order my regular dishes. No comment on the food as the chef forgot to put salt on the batter. Anyway, mahjong again after dinner, but this time, Ricky strikes back. He won a hundred bucks back after his great loss last time. Afterwards, I ride in Hanson's car to drop everyone home before coming back to hung hom. Saturday Gym in the afternoon as usual. Dinner with Gloria at CWB. It's a Korean restaurant that I found on the openrice web. The place is lack of decoration, and the seat was so cramp. We had bbq prime ribs, spicy tofu soup, and fried korean year-cake. Both the rib and soup are very good, except the year-cake, which was not soft enough. Later on, we went to Dean's birthday K at CEO. What a surprise! They actually knew each other from sydney. "The World is not Enough." HK people in sydney are closely related in one way or another. Another surprise, saw SEC DCEO at the front lobby of CEO, she said CEO and FKY were joining her in another K room. I went to their room twice during my stay, singing K all the way till 6am. Then I had Mcdondon's breakfast with So-Fei to wait for the MTR to start. The rain continues...... Sunday Basketball canceled due to the rain. Fishing was canceled as well, and so did the dinner that goes with it. Stay home all day and enjoyed my dad's cooking for both lunch and dinner. The prawn was not as fresh as previous times, the reason, he bought cheaper ones at another store, no more next time. Watched so many movies on TV for the whole day. Slept at 1:30am, but still feeling extremely tired the next time despite wasting a Sunday at home. The rain continues....... | | |
| Weekend updateFriday Someone flew me an aeroplane for dinner. So, instead of going to Sai Gon, me and dog went to Jordan's temple street to try on the local seafood. We had field-snails, clams, squid, and some kind of sand shells. The taste is alright, but it is not as fresh as those in Sai Gon. Dog promised to treat me a meal there this coming sunday, so, I might bring my sister along to inflict maximum damage on his wallet. We then went to play snooker for awhile to kill the time before Mahjong. As I entered the room in CWB, a familiar face show up on the other table. I was in shock but I couldn't recognize who she was. I sat there for the whole night watching their play. Hanson showed up after midnight just to say hi to both tables. Then I realized that the girl was at the birthday party last week, and we are going to another birthday party tmr as well. The night was ended at Tsui Wah, Hanson's favorite restaurant for supper. Saturday Lunch with grandma and uncle at this shanghai place near my home. The food is not that great, but they didn't want to go all the way to MK for lunch. I went to the gym by myself after my appointment with my boss was cancelled. Jogging for half an hour, then other exercises for half an hour, and sauna for half an hour. Dinner was at Tao Heung with Anita, Gloria, and Philip. We had a nice little chat during the meal and a lot involved the debate between Anita and me. I found that her thinking is quite similar to mine, but too bad she's on the other side of the force. Singing K with them afterwards and other people started to join in. After a while, the room is totally fill with philip's friends and we had to change to a bigger room. Well done, philip. Sunday Basketball, then lunch with our team. nothing special in the afternoon. I was too tired to do anything else. The gym and sauna on Sat, together with basketball on sunday is just too exhausting. Dinning out was cancelled, and we ate at home instead. The food was originally prepared for Monday, so, Dad was concerned if they would be ready to eat a day earlier. Usually, my Dad will spend 4-5days to prepare for a meal, but anyway, we are not in Africa any more. The only draw back of the dinner was the sea-cucumber with shrimp eggs and oyster sauce. I am still hook to the spiky sea-cucumbers instead of the fat ones. After dinner, I met someone really unexpected on msn. Like I have always said, Life is full of uncertainties. | | |
|
